Crazy Sad!!!

I don't know what to do. There are families that got their call 7 weeks after us and they already have their travel dates and are going the end of this month! I looked back to the blogs posted on Rumor Queen from families that got their call the same day as us. Many have been and returned at the beginning of this month already. Home with their babies. I don't understand what is going on and I'm just so frustrated! I'm trying hard to have trust in my agency but it's getting more and more diffucult as they continue to tell us things we're not seeing any other families have to deal with. I wonder if we'll even get to go in July. Meanwhile they told us not to send any care packages and won't really even tell me which of the orphanages my daughter is in since there are like six in Foshan. What else do we have to go through. Four years of paper work and waiting has really been enough now! I'm ready to bring her home now before she enters Kindergarten!!!

Hopefully tomorrow will bring better news! It's been two weeks since our last rollercoster ride of needing to get our homestudy updated and sent to China through Immigration. The policy of being able to deliver that in person when we go apparently changed two weeks ago so one more hoop for us to jump through. Took several days for our social worker to get us our addendum then several more to get in touch with some one to help us at our local Immigration office. Now we are waiting "several" days for our agency to check with the US Consolate in China to see if they got all of our 19 families updates before they make our consulate appointment and, sadly, our agency and us do not agree on what "several" means.

Well, that's all i have to complain about tonight. Hopefully we'll be traveling this time next month (at least we're not saying next year anymore!)